Ok, so I understand most of your views. Sounds like a lot of breeders are cutting back, like many of the good horse breeders I know. Good quality still sells, but another question: except for the english budgie, do most breeders keep track of pedigree, or what. Are there registries for bird breeds/species?? Just curious cause now I"ve seen show birds advertised and wonder if they just look at color, feathering, conformation or what they are looking for in a particular species. I need to find out where some shows are around me so I can go and check it out!
So heres my other dilema, I want to get another bird, but cannot find what I want in a rescue situation that is either close to me or that will adopt out of state, etc.
I have a few rescues right now, but only one that I would say was in a bad situation and she is mine. The two cockatiels and the rosie bourkes are more of my kids' birds. The cockatiels were very sweet and friendly right off and have bonded deeply with my children already. (They are 10 & 13, very responsible and spend LOTS of time with their birds!!!). The rosies were in a breeding situation, so not really stressed, just not terrribly friendly, more content to just hang out with each other than be handled by us, but we do try and get them to come out and hang out on the play stand and get used to us.
I have enjoyed and will continue to enjoy the gratification I receive when I work and play with my little red belly. She has come so far in a few months and happily chatters, sometimes is snuggly, but can be very moody, too. I have learned to read her well enough that I know there are certain times of the day when she is not in the mood to be handled and will bite, but sometimes it happens anyways. I'm sure I've misread her signals, but we are both in the learning phase.
I guess my problem is that I had a wonderful Blue and Gold Macaw. She was my best buddy. When I would come back home from being away, she would call out 'mama' and come looking for me. When she did something silly she would say 'oh crap', as well as yell at the dogs for barking or whatever. I got her when she was 5 months old and although we had to go through some of the baby beaking, she was always a sweetheart. I loved her (and continue to) dearly and miss her horribly. This spring,
'Jake' attempted to lay an egg. (breeder thought she was male, but only by her personality, and since we were never going to breed, it didn't seem like having her sexed was that big of a deal). I took her to an avian vet and he basically killed her. She was a little distressed when I took her in, but not in THAT bad of shape. She squaked at him and ruffled her feathers, letting him know that she would bite him if he tried anything. He palpated her abdomen, lubed up her vent to see if that would help. I had told her that I had been giving her diluted calcium gluconate in her water and also syringed a little directly into her mouth. He didn't bother to check her calcium level, just went ahead and gave her IM calcium and oxytocin, then let us sit in the exam room for quite some time. Just moments before he came back in, she seemed very weak, then her color started going bad, I told him she needed to have some oxygen right away. He said, no lets get the egg out first. I gently turned her over and she got really limp, I then said to him that she needed O2 NOW. He finally listened, but in the short time it took to take her back into the treatment area, she further deteriorated. He tried just putting a mask on, but finally intubated her and someone was breathing for through bag compressions. She died a minute or so later. I was in complete shock. I knew he was working us in between appointments, but as a licensed vet tech for almost 20 years, I thought the care was shoddy, at best. Now, I've worked some with parrots in my small animal days, and the last 10 years has been strickly horses. 5 years of equine surgery. Horses can be very fragile creatures as well, but when we had one that was coming in, even if it was in a state of about to crash, someone ALWAYS took blood, ran a cbc, chem panel and electrolytes. I feel to treat and animal any other way in incompetent. This vet chose to give my girl calcium without ever knowing if she was too high, too low, or within normal limits. When I asked for her records to be mailed to me, his diagnosis was egg bound and death occured due to hypo or hypercalcemia. I am still furious at care my dear Jake received (or didn't). I have never seen another situation where an animal was treated with something, potentially dangerous, without checking labs first. My heart is still broken over it.
I tell you this long story so you can understand some the position I am in. I long to snuggle my Hannah like I did with Jake. I long for that easy relationship where you know whats going on in that wonderful birdie brain. I long to have a bird that WANTS my attention whenever they can get it and will come and hunt me down for it!!
I have enough love in my heart for another bird. I really, really want a baby and have narrowed my choices down to a lesser Jardine or a Rose breasted Cockatoo. The problem with both is they are very expensive and hard to come accross in the wisconsin area. I was fortunate enough with Jake that there is a breeder of B&G's in town, so I was able to meet the clutch and let my bird pick me.
I am crazy to want such a thing when there are rescues filled with birds that need love and attention??? Is it selfish of me to want a baby??? I am so,so torn. A rescue would be great and I could actually afford one now, a baby I will have to wait for, as I have been off work with a knee injury and have surgery awaiting me next week, with a long recovery.
I know this has gone a little off topic, but I think you can understand where my heart is and why this is so difficult. I don't want to adopt another bird just to have another bird. Hannah and I connected on some level and that is why I have her. I love her and am certain that our relationship will continue to bloom, but I wonder whether she will ever truely trust me like Jake did.
Do any of you have any wonderful words of wisdom for me??? I know I am still grieving over Jake, but is it unrealistic to think a snuggly baby roseie or jardine will help that??? I want a friend that will love other people as well, someone I can take with me on occation and still be able to handle. I've done lots of reading and both these birds sound like they could fit into our lives that way. I know cockatoos can be demanding, but it sounds like the roseis are less so and I only work part time, so its not like the bird will be home alone for 12 hours or anything like that.
Please offer up your opinions, I'm so torn right now.
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