Aww I am sooo sorry for your loss my you know my Neeko is at rainbow bridge to greet her ... Just do NOT blame yourself ... They do tend to get under your skin and into your heart with out you even knowing it till something showes you just how much they mean to you
God needed this angel more than you , he had a reason to take her ....Rainbow bridge recieved another angel today .......
As they days pass and the hours tick may you see peace and comfort that you once new.... The tiny eyes the small beak the tick of the claws walking on the floor to find you ..Lunas tallons will never be filled . May the grace of God carry you and yours through . May you take comfort that I have 3 at rainbow bridge waiting to help your Luna till she can meet you again ..

Sorry for your loss It was an honor for to me to have gotten to be part of Lunas life . God Bless
Rainbow Bridge
Just this side of heaven is a place called Rainbow Bridge.
When an animal dies that has been especially close to someone here, that pet goes to Rainbow Bridge. There are meadows and hills for all of our special friends so they can run and play together. There is plenty of food, water and sunshine, and our friends are warm and comfortable.
All the animals who had been ill and old are restored to health and vigor. Those who were hurt or maimed are made whole and strong again, just as we remember them in our dreams of days and times gone by. The animals are happy and content, except for one small thing; they each miss someone very special to them, who had to be left behind.
They all run and play together, but the day comes when one suddenly stops and looks into the distance. His bright eyes are intent. His eager body quivers. Suddenly he begins to run from the group, flying over the green grass, his legs carrying him faster and faster.
You have been spotted, and when you and your special friend finally meet, you cling together in joyous reunion, never to be parted again. The happy kisses rain upon your face; your hands again caress the beloved head, and you look once more into the trusting eyes of your pet, so long gone from your life but never absent from your heart.
Then you cross Rainbow Bridge together....
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